March 18, 2012

I am not a relationship type .. bcz ...
1. I find loneliness interesting
2. I find the teasing stages are the most fun part. =)
My life is good. There are a lot of people look up to me. They envy me for what I have and who I am. Well, I am no Kate Melinton nor Daw Aung San Su Kyi, not everybody envies me, ofcz. But generally, average people around me do and some, they are jealous of me. So, when I choose to quit school and turn my back to everything. People look at me in disbelief, in away that they can't understand me, ofcz they don't. They call me silly to do this. Well, first of all, what I have is what they want, not what I truly want. Some look at me as a weak, a failure, my own mother does it. She thinks I quit because I am not as strong as other people to fight the challenges. Well, mom, in fact, it takes more courage to make a decision of quitting. And you might overlook this, this is not a right challenge for me. I promise, or at least I hope that, you will see a greater me. I can do better than this, one of the best college degrees in Singapore, that's good but Good is not good enough. I wanna be great! I am not gonna be one of them, walking down a good path, a perfect path the society is shaping. A perfect product of a brain industry. I am not gonna be one of the products. I don't want a secured life.

October 8, 2011

I don't wanna stop when I am browsing photos from the NationalGeographic website.

I don't wanna stop when I am coding Java.